i feel so hurt rite now but what’s the point in saying things that i just very well might regret later on? i cannot fathom how u can say n do the things u said n did. but i m the loser, as usual.
worse part is, i have to wake up in less than 5 hours but it’s hard to sleep especially sporting a headache, tummyache from 4-5pm til now and a heartache for the what?? trillionth time??
i think u re a genius at trampling hearts and smashing it into a billion pieces. i think i could even write an entire novel on it or perhaps come out with a hit song on that.
it’s funny how ppl u care most are the ones that will hurt u the most.
it’s funny how one is supposed to stop n think before one speaks but the other person will just sputter hateful and hurtful words with nary a thought of and for ur feelings.
how can ppl say the things they do in the heat of the moment or in anger and rage n then expect ppl to forget? words once spoken can’t be taken back.
i wonder why i stick up with all the nonsense all these years. am i making a mistake? or perhaps i m living the mistake over and over and again?
perhaps, i m a weak fool. i fear change and i hate the unknown. i doubt hope but still hope in vain.
u re riding on the waves where else i m an ostrich with it’s head stuck in the sand.
some kind of new year this is turning out for me.
ppl say,“at least u r safe n unharm… “
but the question is… “am i really?? if only…..”